Some things i have realized over the years:
You are stronger than you think you are. You are stronger than people think you are.
I realize that, unlike many people i know, I can never believe that everything happens for the best or fool myself into believing in something that has a remote chance of happening. Maybe Im just too mature to fool myself. But i do believe that we have the strength to deal with whatever is thrown our way.
A beautiful piece of music, a touching scene from my favourite movie, a shower of sudden rain, cloudy weather, a walk on a lazy afternoon...These are the things that make me really happy. You do not need people all the time to make you happy. People are important, but unpredictable too. I know I can fulfill expectations, but it does not make sense to do that because not everyone can. It is ironical that I get happiness in making people happy, but I also realize that my happiness needs to be my own. I really do not know at this point whether it is worth it.
People will move in and out of your life. Let leaving people go. It does not make any sense to impose your friendship on them. If they realize your worth, they will not forget you. Ever.
Some things you will realize only when its too late to do anything about them. Forgive yourself.
I still do not like change too much. I still stick to the same movies again and again, the same foolish piece of music, the same lonely road to walk on. And I do not get bored of it. At All. For years together.
And yes, I can hold my own. Against Anyone.
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